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ur NoT jUsT My NuMBer 1...
u'Re also mY fieNd..
lpiT na b-day mo(dec 28) advnce happy
b-day.. love yah,sorry na
-leslie
Saturday, 17 November 2007
mY LiFe dIrEcTiOn
I am a victim of my time A produce of my age
There’s no choosing my direction I was a holy man but now
With all my trials behind me I am weak in my conviction
And so I walk to try to get away Knowing that someday I will
finally have to face The fear that will come from knowing that
The one thing I had left was you And now you’re goneYou were a
victim of my crimes A product of my rage You were a beautiful
distraction I kept you locked away outside Let misery provide
And now I am ashamed And so I walk to try to find a space
Where I can be alone to live with my mistakes And the fear
that will come From knowing that the one thing I had left was you
And now you’re gone Is there nothing at all That i can do to turn
your heart Is there nothing to lean on That could help erase the scars
And I could use a little strength before I fall Is there nothing at all
I am victim of my time A product of the age You alone are my obsession
You were the one I left behind You’ve been heavy on my mind It’s been a
lonely road I’ve traveled And so I walk to try to get away Knowing that
someday I will finally have to face The fear that will come from knowing that
The one thing I had left was you And now you’re goneIs there nothing at all
That I can do to turn your heart Is there nothing to lean on That cold help
erase the scars And I could use a little strength before I fall
Is there nothing at all.
SuRvEy
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: luckland tolentino ferber
Birthday: december 26 1991
Birthplace: makaty,PHILIPPINES
Current Location: Fayetteville,NC/ Phoenix, AZ
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed
Your Heritage: Filipino
The Shoes You Wore Today: skechers
Your Weakness: jealousy
Your Fears: people in my life leaving me
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to support my spouse and our child
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yes
Your Best Physical Feature: leg and body
Your Bedtime: it depends..usually 10 p.m
Your Most Missed Memory: missing my family all the time
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single dates to my love
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: both...yeah
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no...i used to
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: yes..of course all the time
Do you Shower Daily: yes ...twice
Have you Been in Love: yes of course....love,love,love
Do you want to go to College: yes..pretty soon
Do you want to get Married: yes...finally i am
Do you belive in yourself: yes i do
Do you get Motion Sickness: mmmmm.........
Do you think you are Attractive: yes......what do u think?
Are you a Health Freak: yeah
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: sometimes
Do you play an Instrument: yes..guitar,tambourine,and keyboard...etc.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no...not anymore
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no way
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no...i always have date
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no i did not
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah..i like sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah i want in COCA COLA 600 w/ my girlfriend
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: should i
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yeah...plenty of times ..that was before thou
Ever been called a Tease: yes always
Ever been Beaten up: yes i do
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: happy...together w/ my family
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: take care my family and to suppot them
What country would you most like to Visit: arizona,minesota,texas,italy ,germany and philppines
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter as long as pretty eyes
Favourite Hair Color: highlights..but most is dark
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 6'2
Weight: mmmm....
Best Clothing Style: nice 1
Number of Drugs I have taken: ummm...no
Number of CDs I own: alot
Number of Piercings: 12-tounge,nose,bellybutton,eyebrow,ears and the exclusive part
Number of Tattoos: have no one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i dont know...cant tell
Name: luckland tolentino ferber
Birthday: december 26 1991
Birthplace: makaty,PHILIPPINES
Current Location: Fayetteville,NC/ Phoenix, AZ
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: right handed
Your Heritage: Filipino
The Shoes You Wore Today: skechers
Your Weakness: jealousy
Your Fears: people in my life leaving me
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to support my spouse and our child
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: yes
Your Best Physical Feature: leg and body
Your Bedtime: it depends..usually 10 p.m
Your Most Missed Memory: missing my family all the time
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: single dates to my love
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: both...yeah
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no...i used to
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: yes..of course all the time
Do you Shower Daily: yes ...twice
Have you Been in Love: yes of course....love,love,love
Do you want to go to College: yes..pretty soon
Do you want to get Married: yes...finally i am
Do you belive in yourself: yes i do
Do you get Motion Sickness: mmmmm.........
Do you think you are Attractive: yes......what do u think?
Are you a Health Freak: yeah
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: sometimes
Do you play an Instrument: yes..guitar,tambourine,and keyboard...etc.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no...not anymore
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no way
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no...i always have date
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no i did not
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah..i like sushi
In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah i want in COCA COLA 600 w/ my girlfriend
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: should i
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yeah...plenty of times ..that was before thou
Ever been called a Tease: yes always
Ever been Beaten up: yes i do
Ever Shoplifted: nope
How do you want to Die: happy...together w/ my family
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: take care my family and to suppot them
What country would you most like to Visit: arizona,minesota,texas,italy ,germany and philppines
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: doesnt matter as long as pretty eyes
Favourite Hair Color: highlights..but most is dark
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: 6'2
Weight: mmmm....
Best Clothing Style: nice 1
Number of Drugs I have taken: ummm...no
Number of CDs I own: alot
Number of Piercings: 12-tounge,nose,bellybutton,eyebrow,ears and the exclusive part
Number of Tattoos: have no one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i dont know...cant tell
PoEm 4 YoU
I Want You Back Now that You're Gone
I want you back now that you're gone.
My heart's a pit no love can fill.
I stumble through my days of stone
Bereft of joy, bereft of will.
I could not tell myself I loved
You as I did for fear of pain.
Far easier not to be moved,
Than moved to love, and hurt again.
How stupid! I loved anyway,
And now the blame is all my own.
Please rescue me, this torture stay,
And for my sin I will atone.
I Cannot Think You're Not Alive Somewhere
I cannot think you're not alive somewhere.
I think of you just as I did before.
No sudden gust of wind has closed the door
Or made your presence vanish in thin air.
I write you this because I know you're there;
That even after death there must be more.
So does faith one's inner sun restore
After bitter darkness few can bear.
My mind and heart have not yet lost a friend
Even though my senses are bereft,
For you remain the witness of my soul.
No mere accident our love can end
So long as I have will and memory left,
And you lie silent on some unknown shoal.
You Say You Want to Be Just Friends
You say you want to be just friends,
But do you mean goodbye?
Is that the easy way to end
The wish without the why?
You owe me nothing, as I owe
You equally, and yet
There's something in the undertow
I cannot just forget.
There's something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Or like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.
And so with you I cannot simply
Smile and stay aloof.
I take the risk of asking frankly
For the untold truth.
Our Love Is Torn by Miles, not by Choice
Our love is torn by miles, not by choice.
Soon, soon, my darling, I'll be coming home.
At night I play your body and your voice,
But soon the hands and cries will be your own.
I want to love you all the hours we've missed,
And do the things I've fantasized for you:
Kiss you all the places my mind's kissed,
And put you everywhere I've wanted to.
My only fear's desiring you so much
That dream will overwhelm reality;
Time, for both of us, must temper touch
So love can once again be slow and free.
My mind's already half insane with pleasure;
Soon, soon my body will consume its treasure.
When We Broke Up, You Said You'd Always Love Me
When we broke up, you said you'd always love me.
Always, you said, always we'd be friends.
But soon I saw you wanted nothing of me,
And then I understood that's how it ends.
You said, "Well, it's much harder than I thought."
I guess it's always easier to lie.
You said, "Well, ask me anything you want."
But I was much too frightened to ask why.
I guess it doesn't matter why we failed,
Or why I love you after what you've done,
Or why the harshest truths must be unveiled
After the last train has come and gone.
I miss you and I love you, even though
What happened lies too deep for me to know.
I want you back now that you're gone.
My heart's a pit no love can fill.
I stumble through my days of stone
Bereft of joy, bereft of will.
I could not tell myself I loved
You as I did for fear of pain.
Far easier not to be moved,
Than moved to love, and hurt again.
How stupid! I loved anyway,
And now the blame is all my own.
Please rescue me, this torture stay,
And for my sin I will atone.
I Cannot Think You're Not Alive Somewhere
I cannot think you're not alive somewhere.
I think of you just as I did before.
No sudden gust of wind has closed the door
Or made your presence vanish in thin air.
I write you this because I know you're there;
That even after death there must be more.
So does faith one's inner sun restore
After bitter darkness few can bear.
My mind and heart have not yet lost a friend
Even though my senses are bereft,
For you remain the witness of my soul.
No mere accident our love can end
So long as I have will and memory left,
And you lie silent on some unknown shoal.
You Say You Want to Be Just Friends
You say you want to be just friends,
But do you mean goodbye?
Is that the easy way to end
The wish without the why?
You owe me nothing, as I owe
You equally, and yet
There's something in the undertow
I cannot just forget.
There's something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Or like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.
And so with you I cannot simply
Smile and stay aloof.
I take the risk of asking frankly
For the untold truth.
Our Love Is Torn by Miles, not by Choice
Our love is torn by miles, not by choice.
Soon, soon, my darling, I'll be coming home.
At night I play your body and your voice,
But soon the hands and cries will be your own.
I want to love you all the hours we've missed,
And do the things I've fantasized for you:
Kiss you all the places my mind's kissed,
And put you everywhere I've wanted to.
My only fear's desiring you so much
That dream will overwhelm reality;
Time, for both of us, must temper touch
So love can once again be slow and free.
My mind's already half insane with pleasure;
Soon, soon my body will consume its treasure.
When We Broke Up, You Said You'd Always Love Me
When we broke up, you said you'd always love me.
Always, you said, always we'd be friends.
But soon I saw you wanted nothing of me,
And then I understood that's how it ends.
You said, "Well, it's much harder than I thought."
I guess it's always easier to lie.
You said, "Well, ask me anything you want."
But I was much too frightened to ask why.
I guess it doesn't matter why we failed,
Or why I love you after what you've done,
Or why the harshest truths must be unveiled
After the last train has come and gone.
I miss you and I love you, even though
What happened lies too deep for me to know.
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mOrE iNfO
Hello!! everyone right now i just don't know where to start,i'm so compuse, nervous, and annoyed right now.. ohh okey of course if you want to make a site 1st we have to introduce our self, i'm going to start, my name is lucky, i am pure Filipino and of course i come from philippines the capital city of philippines is manila but i don't born in manila i woz born at makati well ii can say it's near to each other BUT , they really do have a different you wanna know what is the different,ok manila is where a lot of people is going on and it's maybe a noise place,while in makati just a little population, can i just say durty place but is does not matter cuz' there are a lot of mall in makati, that is the different, does people who leave in manila they have to travel to go to the mall (town) then , i'm 16 year's old, well ii can see people juging me outside sometimes by looking at me (evil look) and i hate it really cuz you know why? ii just can't sleep thnking about that evil look whoever that is just can't get you out of my head. If you can just talk to me for about 5 mins i bet all the bad things that you think of me is wrong, listen for what ii can see i'm soft,stupid,happy person (outside) and probably cool , ii just know it cuz' i can feel, but prove me wrong that is what i feel and until i have my soul i can still feel, FANCY for me is a joke i mean i never fancy anyone ever seems promise,
story here come's the tears, i woz 11 year's old when my parent said to me that we are going to england or should ii say london, and ii can't do anything just to say yes and shout up,and you know what ii woz happy beacuse i though moving to other country is was just moving to a new house but it's different, to my country in philippines there are a lot of going on,kid's play out-side making some noise well they do have here kid's play out side but they where in the garden,well then untill i got school get setell got my own room but believe me m8 (pare) is to hard you just never know... then until when i live happy sad ending carry on widz my life
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